Another cycle of change ...

Break ups suck..
That is a fact.
It sucks even more when the person was your best friend.He still is my best friend. But the timing for our relationship wasn't right. We both have things in the past that need to be sorted out and we both still have a lot of growing up to do. We got together rather quickly and the emotional attachment formed so fast. That is what makes it so painful to face the truth of the matter...we weren't meant to be. This happened last night. I had hard time sleeping, I didn't even want to wake up and face today ..but there is a voice inside my head telling me "get your ass up girl, you are better than this. You are strong and you will be ok." I feel like he is giving me a chance to make some changes to my own life and do something great with it; so I won't waste this opportunity. I don't hate you..I'm not angry..I'm hurt. I'm sad. I'm mourning the loss of another piece of myself. I just want to say thank you for your kindness, you laughter, you friendship and your love. You taught me so much about myself; things I didn't even know I was capable of. What we had was short but sweet and my hope is that we both have good futures ahead of us. <3 h